tonight was my last night of clinical. I made it now there are two exams to study for and my boards and I will be an RN. A journey that started in 2004 and so much has changed. At the end of this journey two of my children are married, one in college, my mother-in-law has went to her heavenly home along with my husband, pastor and dad. I lived in a three bedroom house with basement and now occupy a two room apartment but the rent is unbeatable. However the moment was bitter sweet as I walked in the door tonight after being out with classmates this evening. It was silent and there was no one to welcome me home or at this time hug me and say you made it! I know many are supporting and cheering and praying me on but these moments are when the tears come easy and the ache like a black hole. The classmates sang Happy Birthday tonight because it is that as well and I have been greeted by facebook messages and phone calls. The ache, aches. Do I try to go to sleep or just rumble at the computer?
It has been a great day!!!!
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