Early AM

I have been told I minimize things it is becoming very clear to me that I do minimize things. The past week has been very stressful with a test and 3 days of clinical. The first few days are always difficult getting used to charting on a new system, a new routine, new times, a new unit, and all the other stuff. I now have 12 days left. I can do this but I need to call on my arm lifters, those that pray, talk to me instead of trying to handle it all on my own. It has been a tough week and I did not sleep well last night and some where along the way I thought about Mike, and others I have lost so I was emotionally empty and even though I thought I spent some time refueling with the Lord yesterday evidently not enough and that is when I should have asked for prayer or talked with some to encourage me or pour something into me. I need to quit trying to do it on my own and admit when I that I am wiped out. I have listen to God to find out when to reach out because I don't know and when I need help.