Jan 26

Here I am at the brink of the Red Sea and the enemy coming from behind and I am sitting on the beach not wanting to cross not wanting to go back wanting to just sit there. The problem is I keep getting this nudge to go forward and I have kept ignoring it. My mood has been getting bleaker and the desire to move forward keeps waning but again I keep getting poked to go forward. The connection comes that maybe if I start going forward the mood will improve and I will see sunshine. The area to work on is the desire which may have to come from above but there is also this choice I need to make. I should choose to move forward and not just sit there. Like Israel had to choose life or death or blessing or cursing. Like Cain had a choice to do well or choose to be resentful and angry. Like choosing who you will serve. Like the crowds had a choice between Barabbas and Jesus. Choose to get up and move and the sea parts and you can walk through on dry ground.